My older brother died by his own hand on June 10 after a life going between struggle and success. He was a true comedian and had the biggest heart. Life will never ever be the same. I was 6 months pregnant so didn't allow myself to grieve for the first year or so and now it has been 18 months it's really starting to hit. Supporting my family is becoming increasingly difficult when everyone is silent themselves.

Siblingpaulawjones .