When we found Flaun I felt shocked and angry. I was angry for like 5 minutes because we just came back from my cousins 21st birthday in Auckland. But then I just had to be strong for Mum and Dad and everyone.
For the three days that we had Bub I felt like I was busy all the time, I was trying to help organise everything and help out where I could, being the oldest and only son left. Three days after I felt, meh. I wanted to try and be there for anyone that needed me.
Today I feel meh. What's done is done.