Hayley

Oh hey everyone this is my NUMBER 1. It’s how Buba introduced me to all of his other peeps.

So...when my life came to a profound feeling of complete numbness, my heart stopped for a second, his...forever.

My world when he left was so awful.

*HATE *LOST *DISBELIEF *BROKEN *LONELY *FUCKED OFF AS FUCK *BETRAYED

The ripple effect that takes a hold of everyone, at any time, whoever was involved in their life at all, suffers!

Don’t think you are solving jack shit by ending your own life, you must talk.

The pain, hurt, sorrow, loss, anger, heartbreak, stress, tears and emptiness for the people you leave behind is beyond words.

There is help out there, just grab it, talk, write shit down. Fuck everything. Just not that!!!

As time went by, still angry, I learnt to deal with the fact he wasn't coming back. But I was finding the whole WHY BUZZ.

Then *DISLIKE *FINDING MYSELF *GLUING PIECES *NOT SO LONELY *SEMI-FUCKED OFF *UNTRUSTING.

Three years later. Miss him, but if he could see me now!

TIME HEALS ALL.

Nothing good or bad ever lasts and if there’s one thing I learned, it would be....IT’S OK, NOT TO BE OK...OK?

I Love you Tusin.

CousinClea Pettit